Monday, September 17, 2007

EMO

Beware: Gloomy emo whinging ahead....

Things I learnt this weekend:
1) I'm Too Old To Go Clubbing
Honestly, not only am I not very up with the idea of being the old (why does it seem that everyone is 17 years old?), fat chick (omg, and everyone's so aneroxic too!!) in the club but I think I'm also pretty over it....
(It's just too crowded/ smokey/ smelly/ loud/ full of annoying drunk people)
(And to think I used to go clubbing 3 times a week!)

2) I Am Probably Going To End Up A Hermit
I'm a funny person - full of contradictions.
I genuinely care for my friends, really I do. If they need help, or I know they need help, then I will gladly do as much as I can to help them out (except in $$$ because I don't really have enough for myself anyway) but I also blissfully/ obliviously let birthdays go by without wishing them "Happy Birthday" and am horrible at keeping in touch.... which leads me to Number 3.

3) P and I Will Probably Die Together In A Cottage And Only Be Found By Neighbours Once the Stench Gets Unbearable
... because we are both horribly similar in our hermit-y ways.
*sigh*


Oh, and I don't know whether this makes me a bad person but I am actually getting pretty sick of contributing for birthday presents for everyone else when nobody bothers with mine on the one year that I do not arrange for a birthday gathering for myself.
(I wonder whether there'll be people who get pissed off with me for saying so? Dunno lah.... I know I should not expect anything in return when giving someone a present but it kinda hurts to think that your friends can't be bothered to get you something when it's your turn)
(Or maybe they just forgot.... which is actually worse.... )

Bah.
:(


Having a bad day and making it worse by moping,
J


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5 comments:

Silly Meow-Emily said...

Hi J - strongly agree on point no.1, no.2 and the last paragraph especially...

MeiyeN said...

:| sounds like you are really pissed off... i know you are disappointed but nevermind, just do our part and at least we don't feel sorry to ourselves :)

and darn... i think i missed your birthday... did i? if yes, happy belated birthday!

soojc said...

i'll start lobbing chocolates at you next time when you're emo..
but i need notice.. otherwise I can't prepare the chocolates early enough
we may need to test the wind direction a little so that I can get it right..
:p

B said...

HEY, J. MY CAPSLOCK IS STUCK..SO I AM NOT YELLING..... ONE THING I FOUND ON BIRTHDAYS IS THIS...ONLY YOU CAN MAKE THEM HOW YOU WANT... GET YOURSELF THE PRESENT YOU WANT... AND MAKE YOUR BIRTHDAY HOW YOU WANT IT.... IF YOU EXPECT OTHERS TO DO IT.. IF THEY ARE LIKE MY FRIENDS..THEIR NICE ...BUT NOT RELIABLE AND YOU'LL SET YOURSELF UP FOR DISAPPOINTMENT. I HAVE FOUND TO ENJOY MY BIRTHDAYS A LOT MORE.. WHEN I FOCUS ONLY ON ME!!!!!! ME ME ME ME ME ME ME ME AND ME!

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J said...

to sily-meow emily:
Well, it's nice to know that I am not the only one who thinks like that.
:)
(Misery loves company, after all!)

to meiyen:
I know it's a bit silly but I was just feeling so low that day because it's already more than a month after my birthday and there were 2 or 3 emails going around from my friends asking for birthday contributions for some people...
So I was thinking: "So mean lah they all.... They've totally forgotten my birthday! :("
(Nvm that you missed my bd - you didn't know... Thanks for the belated wishes)

to soojc:
My, my.
How sweet.
:P

to b:
Haha.
Good advice.
I'll remember that for next year.
:)

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